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Homesickness
The worst kind of homesickness, is when you miss the person who made you feel at home wherever you were while they held you in their arms.
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You Have Your Walls, And I Have My Own
I see the walls you keep up, and I can see why you have built them. You want to keep people from getting close, to keep them from getting to know the real you, to keep yourself from getting hurt, to keep yourself from committing to someone else, to keep yourself from being let down and taken advantage of, to keep your from hurting someone or let them down.
I can see see these walls and understand why you built them, because I too have built my own walls for similar reasons. Just know that I am willing not just to let you see behind my walls, but I am willing to let you in past them. I know how difficult it is to be willing to let someone in, but I want you to know that should you decide to let me in I will treat it as a privilege and appreciate all you have to share.
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I Don't Care...You're Amazing
"I don't care how much you doubt yourself, how much you think on your past mistakes, how insecure you are of yourself, how much you think on your flaws or shortcomings, or how you may feel unworthy or undeserving of anything good in this world. Because even with all these things, no matter how true and unfortunate any of them may be, I will still see the things that make you the most amazing person I've ever met."
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I Don't Know How To Be Anything But Honest
They sit together on a couch, watching a movie, relaxing together as they always have. They both know there are feelings had by each other, but the true extent from each are not truly defined. An odd tension has existed between the two of them as of late. He knows he has feelings for her, and knows she has feelings for him. But to what extent her feelings are for him is still unknown. And suddenly as they sit together, she bluntly asks him a question he had not expected.
Her: Do you love me?
Him: I'm afraid that I do.
A response that she did not expect, and so she speaks again.
Her: Why would you say you're afraid?
Him: Because I don't think you feel the same about me as I do for you...and I'm afraid that you never will.
She does not know how to really feel at that moment. He has always affirmed to her that he cannot help but be truthful and honest when speaking with her. She sits quiet and confused, not knowing how or in what way to absorb what he has just said to her.
Tired of the si
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She Clears My Mind
"Alone, my mind will think about a million things at every second of every day and night.
But the second I stare into her hypnotizing eyes, when I see her gorgeous face, when I see her beautiful smile, the only thing that comes to mind is to wonder how lucky I am just to lay eyes upon her."
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See That You Are Amazing
"I see something in you that no one else can. But at times it appears as if you don't see it as well. Perhaps out of denial, or perhaps you don't believe it to be real. But I will tell you this, what I see in you proves just how unique and amazing you truly are."
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Perfection, Imperfection
I will never ask you to be perfect. I don't want you to be perfect. Because your perfections and imperfections together make you the most unique person I've ever met. It is this that makes you perfect to me. And whatever imperfections of yourself that you don't like know that I will be there to help you improve on them. Because even if you had not intended to do so, you have actually been helping me overcome my own imperfections since the day we met.
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Your Eyes
When I look into your eyes I see many things, things which you may not realize.
I see a storm, to show the anger you can feel.
I see rain, to show the sorrow you can feel.
I see a bright sunny day, to show the joy you can feel.
I see a leaf in wind changing directions, to show your uncertainty.
I see the stars & cosmos, to show the vastness of your mind.
No matter what I see in your eyes, no matter what mystery lies behind them, nothing will turn my eyes away from you.
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See Her
See your woman at any moment, at any second of the day. See her in her sweats, in her swim suit, in the dress she wears to the club, in the dress she wears to the parties. See her without make up on from the second she wakes up by your side, when she puts on make up before you go out together. See your woman at any moment, at any second of the day, and see that she is beautiful in every way. But do more than just see, tell her this yourself.
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Full of Love
I don't care if I am blind and my eyes will never be full with the sight of your beauty.
I don't care if I am deaf and my ears will never be full with the sound of your voice.
As long as I know that you are by my side my heart will always be full of love.
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I Love...
I will love you when you fail, and when you succeed.
I will love you even when you don't want me, and in your time of need.
I love to make you laugh, and that you make me smile.
I love every second that I can spend with you, even if for a short while.
I would spend my nights sleepless for you no matter what the cost.
As long as I know you are well and safe I can deal with any loss.
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The Perfect Person
The perfect person for you will not be perfect in every way, or perhaps not even perfect by anyone's standard. But what will make them perfect, is how you make each other feel when you are together. And even when you are apart, the very memory of each other will brighten your day.
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It Is Her
It is not her beauty that I want see, but she is beautiful.
It is not her smile that I admire, but she has a gorgeous smile.
It is not her honesty that I appreciate, but she is brutally honest.
It is not her touch I want to feel, but her touch is gentle.
It is not her eyes that amaze me, but she has amazing eyes.
It is not her flaws I judge, but she does have her flaws.
It is not her that I want or need, but it is her whom I love.
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You Are Always
I don't care if the only way for me to see your face is in a picture, or the only way to hear your voice is through a phone.
Because for every second of the day, you are always in my thoughts.
And for every second of the night, you are always in my dreams.
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All I Need Is Her
As I lay in rest I close my eyes & see her face, I remember only her forgetting the rest of the human race.
I miss her eyes her smile even her voice, what to say to her I cannot make a choice.
I would like to think I am in her thoughts as she is in mine, but I cannot help but second guess if my efforts have been a waste of time.
If I am in her thoughts I hope at least that she is aware, that I in all honesty do truly care.
For whether I be stranded in a desert or at sea, I would be in no distress as long as at her side I would be.
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A Loyal, But Hopeless Romantic
"I have no riches to share but what I can give is my loyalty, I guarantee you this that everyday I would adore you as if you were royalty.
I would bow in your presence I would be in awe of your grace, I would cherish every second that I can see your face.
I will empathize with your stress and your pain, I will say or do whatever to see your smile again.
When in your presence I see you may be unsure or even scared, but your unappreciated beauty next to no one cannot be compared.
I sense your frustration and your sorrow, I see that you wish for the day to end hoping for a better tomorrow.
I offer my condolences on your days of stress, I admit I feel guilty when talking to you for interrupting your rest.
I can not help but feel I annoy you when I inquire as to what ruined your day, but I do so to see if perhaps I could brighten your spirits in some way.
I am gifted with no talent or skill that I feel would impress you, I must confess that even being myself is very difficult for me to do.
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You'll never understand...
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Because that would mean
You'd have to go through my pain.
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The worst kind of homesickness, is when you miss the person who made you feel at home wherever you were while they held you in their arms.
I see the walls you keep up, and I can see why you have built them. You want to keep people from getting close, to keep them from getting to know the real you, to keep yourself from getting hurt, to keep yourself from committing to someone else, to keep yourself from being let down and taken advantage of, to keep your from hurting someone or let them down.

I can see see these walls and understand why you built them, because I too have built my own walls for similar reasons. Just know that I am willing not just to let you see behind my walls, but I am willing to let you in past them. I know how difficult it is to be willing to let someone in, but I want you to know that should you decide to let me in I will treat it as a privilege and appreciate all you have to share.
"I don't care how much you doubt yourself, how much you think on your past mistakes, how insecure you are of yourself, how much you think on your flaws or shortcomings, or how you may feel unworthy or undeserving of anything good in this world. Because even with all these things, no matter how true and unfortunate any of them may be, I will still see the things that make you the most amazing person I've ever met."
They sit together on a couch, watching a movie, relaxing together as they always have. They both know there are feelings had by each other, but the true extent from each are not truly defined. An odd tension has existed between the two of them as of late. He knows he has feelings for her, and knows she has feelings for him. But to what extent her feelings are for him is still unknown. And suddenly as they sit together, she bluntly asks him a question he had not expected.
Her: Do you love me?
Him: I'm afraid that I do.
A response that she did not expect, and so she speaks again.
Her: Why would you say you're afraid?
Him: Because I don't think you feel the same about me as I do for you...and I'm afraid that you never will.

She does not know how to really feel at that moment. He has always affirmed to her that he cannot help but be truthful and honest when speaking with her. She sits quiet and confused, not knowing how or in what way to absorb what he has just said to her.

Tired of the silence, and remaining silent in how he feels, he removes himself from the couch kneeling in front of her and places his hands in hers. He stares her straight in the eyes, the same eyes which every time he looks into them he becomes oblivious of the rest of the world. They look at each other, and he decides to speak again with honesty.

"I do have strong feelings for you. Whether it be love itself, or something even stronger than that I do not know for certain. But in all honesty these feelings are that of which I have never felt for anybody else.
Since the first time we began hanging out as nothing more than acquaintances or new found friends, I have enjoyed every second I have been in your company, no matter what the experience. I admit that something physical has been desired at some point, but that alone has not been my goal when in your company. Simply being around you, speaking with you, hearing your voice when you sing whatever song is playing, hearing your laugh even when I make corny jokes, looking into your eyes when we meet in stare, no matter what we do it has all made me happy."

These things he has said before to some extent, but never altogether at once.

"Yes I do want to be friends no matter what, but in all honesty I do want more from this relationship that we have. I do not seek physical pleasure at all, that is honestly the last thing on my mind in what I really want. I do not want someone who I can simply call "babe", I don't want a "Facebook" official relationship, I don't want to share everything we do together at any second of the day. I want to be with someone who I can trust, and who can trust me. I want someone who accepts me as I am, but will still support me in trying to better myself. I am not perfect in any way, but I am determined to be the best man that I can be."

After all has been said, after staring into her eyes never breaking away from her gaze, he remained kneeling in front of her. There he remained, waiting for her response...
"Alone, my mind will think about a million things at every second of every day and night.
But the second I stare into her hypnotizing eyes, when I see her gorgeous face, when I see her beautiful smile, the only thing that comes to mind is to wonder how lucky I am just to lay eyes upon her."

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